Last night was fun. Onyee you didn't come... :(
I keep trying to get my mind away from things, but they go right back to them. I keep thinking things are over, but then my heart swells up...and I don't want them to be... I don't understand why things are so complicated right now. I do however know that God has an amazing plan for my life and I just need to be patient. But my heart really does hurt... And tears swell in my eyes and I just want to cry. Because I want to hold on to this love forever. I feel like I need him... but is that false? I don't know. I am just getting so frustrated that I can't help but cry... I don't want to lose something thats really good. I don't want to make a mistake....I feel like I am..
If it is meant to be, it will happen in its own time. But for now just let God guide you through this time.
ReplyDeleteYou dont 'need' anyone...It may feel like you do, but ya dont. You have all of the love you need right inside of you and its called the holy spirit! Take moment to breathe, recognize, and become aware of your heart space. If you love something let it go,if it is meant to be, it will come back into your life sooner or later. Let it be~
ReplyDeleteSorry about that I had work =[
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