So I don't think I could be anymore confused than what I am now. I have this huge life changing decision to make. I know what I want, but I still don't know what God wants. And I hurt just thinking about letting him go. I know I need to focus on God, but I don't think I will be able to until I figure this out. Which sucks because the whole reason we decided to take a break was to get closer to God. I have been given really good advice lately. I think if we did break it off we would get back together. But at the same time you never know.
Next order of Business...I need an extra job. Or one that gives me more hours...I am not getting enough and it is killing me financially. Once again I don't have what I need for rent. Oh and I am excited about going to the Renaissance Fair! I have never been, but I heard it was really fun! :) And I am going with some really awesome people. Rebekah, Imran, and Paul so far!
Anyway thats about all for now....
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