Christmas

Of course I am the first one awake. Like always. Today should be interesting. Kenneth keeps telling me I will remember this Christmas forever. I am running a fever which kinda sucks because I don't feel good. After this blog I am going to make myself some coffee and wait until 9 to wake people up. Is that childish of me? Waking people up, I mean they told me to wake them up at 9. Kenneth stayed up all night working on one of my gifts. You gotta love that boy. He has been trying to make everyones Christmas amazing this year. I am going to make his amazing! I am really tired, I really didn't get much sleep last night... So after we open gifts I will take a shower and go take a nap before our next destination. Well that is about all for now!

Sorry I kept you waiting

I quit masters. I am not a quitter but I quit. But since masters a lot has happened! Kenneth and I went through a ton of drama together, but we are back together and going strong! I am excited to be spending Christmas with him this year! I truly think this is how life was suppose to be all along. Kenneth and I really never had a reason to break up in the first place. But everyone goes through stuff like that right. Anyway each day I get more tired and more tired. I get more sick and more sick. But I know I need to keep my head up if I am going to get through this!

Masters wasn't that hard. The only hard part was not being able to talk to guys. Most of my best friends are guys. Which brings me to my next subject. I need more gal friends! I just want some girls that I can talk to. I know one day when I get married my husband is not going to want me to have a bunch of guy friends....

Anyway I think I am going to go lay down. I am feeling ill.

Be Ok

So I think you will come to find that I name a lot of my titles with the name of a song. I don't know why that is. So 22 days until Masters starts. I can't believe my summer is coming to an end. It is time to make the best of things. Tonight I am having a bible study at my apartment! This should be interesting. Next week is going to be super busy for me... Specially Thursday :) Tonight is going to be nerve wrecking for me, because this is my first time speaking! So I am excited, but nervous.

Master Commission

So I can't believe I got in to Master's. I am definitely going to blog about it. Blog about my the new chapter in my life. If you don't know what master's commission is I could explain it to you. Plain and simple its a discipleship program. Or you could just look at this website :) http://isnsports.net/invisioninteractive/mcatlanta/ There we go lol! Master's is going to be hard. Mainly because there are some interesting rules for First Years. Like no dating, or talking to the opposite sex. No listing to secular music. So I need to find some cool Christian bands and make a ton of cd's. So you all need to check out my friends blog! http://comeawayochildren.blogspot.com/ Amber is so amazing :) Check it out!

Times are Changing

So times are changing like my title says. They are changing fast. I wish I could slow time down, but don't we all? I am already 21, where did all the time go. I guess what I have been learning is you need to make the best of every minuet. Because you won't have the same minuet twice. I know that sounds a little odd, but it is true when you think about it. I am super tired and just wanted to write a quick entry because I hadn't done that in a while. I think i'm going to take a nap

Update

I haven't posted anything in a while! Well life is going really great right now. God has been working in me and my heart! The whole guy thing is being put on hold for now (even though I love him). I don't need a man in my life to make me happy. It's summer and its time to make some changes. I am looking for room mates. I am also trying to figure out the next step in my life. Ready for the end of this month! Cause I get to go on my first plane ride! So thats about all I have to say just some quick updates

God has been teaching me things

Oh yes he has! God has really been opening my eyes lately. I have been on this fast for about a week now. It is difficult trying not to focus all my attention on who I am fasting from. Last night at church though, I am pretty sure God answered my questions and my prayers. Master Mission Mate. In order to have the Mate (man) in my life I need to meet my master and learn my mission first. When Adam was made he met his master, God told him his mission. And while he was SLEEPING God made his mate. Maybe I just need to "sleep" for a while. Not worry about who I need to to be with. But what God wants me to do with my life. I don't need to be searching for my Mate. God will bring him to me in time. I just need to be patient. Who knows maybe I already know the guy I am suppose to be with. I am 20 (almost 21) I have plenty of time to worry about that in a couple of years. So I am going to do what God tells me. Even if I don't want to. Because his way is the right way!